Another Chapter Ending :(

One could ask why is a chapter ending in my life but one is. At first I was sad because the way I see things at first it is always sad to end something. The begins are always hard the middle is great and the endings are sad..... SO what chapter of my life is ending..... that is of babies. My babies this next year I am going to have a 4 year old and a 6 year old. My girls are growing up so fast. In the beging it was really hard. So many new things to learn and deal with in just being a very young mom. Then add to that a new baby when your first is just only 22mths. It was hard but like everyone told me and at that time having so many sleepless nights "they group up fast". I thought hey you say that b/c you sleep I just can't wait till I sleep threw the night!!! Well, they were all right they do grow up very fast. I feel like just yesterday I had Isabell AND Sabrina. Now they get dress by themselves Isabell is in school (homeschool) and Sabrina is wanting to be 5 so bad so she can be big like Jasmine and Izzy. I just want to hold her and say No you need to stay small for mom.........So with all of this if I could have another I would but we decide after Sabrina that we should not have any more. Due to many problems I had having them and after having them the depression I went threw with each. At that time it was the best idea but they are days like today that I prayed I could have one more.
So how can I change this sad ending to become one of Joy......I go to the word and I find some many passages that say STOP looking at your past but look forward and see what great things the Lord is going to bring to you. Yes our past is important to help us in our future but the future is what I can not wait for. What is the next chapter in Edith Wyatt's life know that I am out of the baby chastage and into the older todller time of my life........I just thought it would be nice to share that yes Begins are scary, Middles are the best and Endings are sad but we all have to go threw them. I know there is many more Endings to come!!!!!

Living with Dyslexia in a Criticizing world!!!!

For everyone who does read my blog and has notice already that I have trouble in writing or that I really should not have a blog......this is why all my posting are so bad. Please don't think that I am tiring to make an excuse of my bad writing but I really struggle here. I have had this problem for so long and when the teachers told my mom that I had Dyslexia she did not understand what that was she just thought that it was an excuse for my bad grades. She did not want me to go the any special class b/c she again did not understand what was going on so she said no. So know that I am older I am tiring really hard to work out by my self. So to everyone who reads my blog and some times says WHAT ???? I am sorry I will try harder to make more sense. Why am I bring this up, while two people have told me I know that you are Dyslexia because of your blog. One was my nephew Angel who is a great speller and always points out when I don't make any sense....and my brother in law Micah. I know both love me much and only say things to me because they love me. So from know on I again will reread, reread and reread before I post to try to make sense.Thank you to everyone and I hope you all may want to share something that is not so great about your self but still makes us great any way!!!!