It's not about Me!!!

I am a mom of two beautiful girls and I am so proud of that. But I know I am not the only one out there who wants more or just want to leave a mark some where. I have so much but then I look at my life and go... am I leaving a mark in heaven. Does any of this counts. I read other peoples blogs who are about raising kids with special needs and all they go threw how they are able to reach so many to the Lord or show Christ to so many people. And I look at that and say wow Lord what am I doing to use my simple life for you... what is my story??? Am I going to have one. I have another friend who is going threw so much with her little girl but threw it all you SEE CHRIST in her and in her family... again I ask what is my story??? I am not saying I want one of my girls in any way to go threw any of those things so please don't miss understand me.... My story is just being a mom, wife, sister, friend, and daughter I must do all to his glory I don't need to have a sick baby or a baby with special needs I need to make a mark b/c it is not about ME !!!! WOW it is not about me I do have a story I am Edith Wyatt the daughter of Jesus Christ.... that is enough.
That is so hard to write I have to know my God so I may be used by him I don't know what he is going to do tomorrow with my life I just want to make sure that I am in the word so I can be ready for my story!!!! I am thankful for all my ladies friends who share there life with me and let me go along as God gives them a story I guess we all have a story. It may not be as BIG as others at least in the eyes of man but we don't know the value of what a mom is in the eyes of the Lord. We just have to make sure that what ever we do "do ALL to the glory of God..." 1Cor.10:31 thank you to all who is reading lets give our all to what ever our job is for today.... Make it count in the kingdom of Christ!!!

Another Chapter Ending :(

One could ask why is a chapter ending in my life but one is. At first I was sad because the way I see things at first it is always sad to end something. The begins are always hard the middle is great and the endings are sad..... SO what chapter of my life is ending..... that is of babies. My babies this next year I am going to have a 4 year old and a 6 year old. My girls are growing up so fast. In the beging it was really hard. So many new things to learn and deal with in just being a very young mom. Then add to that a new baby when your first is just only 22mths. It was hard but like everyone told me and at that time having so many sleepless nights "they group up fast". I thought hey you say that b/c you sleep I just can't wait till I sleep threw the night!!! Well, they were all right they do grow up very fast. I feel like just yesterday I had Isabell AND Sabrina. Now they get dress by themselves Isabell is in school (homeschool) and Sabrina is wanting to be 5 so bad so she can be big like Jasmine and Izzy. I just want to hold her and say No you need to stay small for mom.........So with all of this if I could have another I would but we decide after Sabrina that we should not have any more. Due to many problems I had having them and after having them the depression I went threw with each. At that time it was the best idea but they are days like today that I prayed I could have one more.
So how can I change this sad ending to become one of Joy......I go to the word and I find some many passages that say STOP looking at your past but look forward and see what great things the Lord is going to bring to you. Yes our past is important to help us in our future but the future is what I can not wait for. What is the next chapter in Edith Wyatt's life know that I am out of the baby chastage and into the older todller time of my life........I just thought it would be nice to share that yes Begins are scary, Middles are the best and Endings are sad but we all have to go threw them. I know there is many more Endings to come!!!!!

Living with Dyslexia in a Criticizing world!!!!

For everyone who does read my blog and has notice already that I have trouble in writing or that I really should not have a blog......this is why all my posting are so bad. Please don't think that I am tiring to make an excuse of my bad writing but I really struggle here. I have had this problem for so long and when the teachers told my mom that I had Dyslexia she did not understand what that was she just thought that it was an excuse for my bad grades. She did not want me to go the any special class b/c she again did not understand what was going on so she said no. So know that I am older I am tiring really hard to work out by my self. So to everyone who reads my blog and some times says WHAT ???? I am sorry I will try harder to make more sense. Why am I bring this up, while two people have told me I know that you are Dyslexia because of your blog. One was my nephew Angel who is a great speller and always points out when I don't make any sense....and my brother in law Micah. I know both love me much and only say things to me because they love me. So from know on I again will reread, reread and reread before I post to try to make sense.Thank you to everyone and I hope you all may want to share something that is not so great about your self but still makes us great any way!!!!

Snow Day

Snow day at the Wyatt's house. The girls could not get out of the house fast enough. We had so much fun but I am the first to say that at the Wyatt's home if you want to kill us just tell all of us that we have to stay inside for 3 days. After the first day which we had a lot of fun we played dress up with my wedding dress, played games and looked at great kids moives. But then day two came what are we going to do Sabrina had a runny noise so I really didn't want her to go outside. Daddy and I were having a hard time locked up in the house.....What do we do I cleaned the house MANY TIMES!!!!!! As any moms do we cook and clean Cory said lets go outside with the girls and get lunch the best Idea he has had....we went to Wal-mart we had a great time. In the line waiting to get checked out the line was all the way back to the clothing. Put the wait was great I met this lady who I know that I met her before but I just can not remember were. She was there with her husband and two kids. They needed to get out of the house too. We all talked for a good 30 minutes. The girls and there boys were having a hard time waiting that long for check out. I just think that the Lord is so good he knows that Cory and I are people,people and that is all it took talking with a couple who also love the Lord. We talked about books we are reading were we go to church. Things that we have heard in the radio lately and stories that made us cry. It was like we new this couple our whole lives. I have never gone to Wal-mart and was sad to leave b/c I was having such a great time. Again I am so greatfull that the Lord gives the little things to be Joyful for......So again my challenges is what are you thankful for in this 2010 Snow day I would love to read it!!!!!!

The Laundry Mate!!!!!!!

OK I am going to give you some back round before I go to tell you my sorry..... growing up we always had to go to the laundry mate and wash our clothes. Loren and I hated it, but like every thing in life what we hated growing up our kids either think it is funny or GREAT. OK know to the story that made me go to the dreaded laundry mate.....my sister Lizzy found a puppy decide to bring it home. Little ( the new puppies name) was playing with pepper( my dog) and he had a little accident on my comforter. After a month of not washing the comforter this passed week I had to wash it b/c an ice Storm was coming and we needed it to keep us warm. SO I told the girls we are going to the laundry mate to wash it. First they did not even know what that was which was so cute. I brought some book to pass the time. Not for the girls they thought this was the coolest thing ever. All the machines and the cart that you take out the clothes to put it in the dryer. They just stood in front of the machine the whole time. Isabell even said" mommy this is great why don't we do this all the time" I was like how cute what I hated growing up my girls think is the best. Another thing that I thought was great was that kids see other kids and all they see is FRIEND!!!!!! After a while I started to read them a book and there was two cute little kid hearing the story. They came over to see the pictures so I put up the book so they could hear the story and see the pictures. They all sat there in fornt of me listening to a story which had the gospel in it. I thought this trip the simple laundry mate was a lot better then any trip I did growing up. So even thought I hate going to the laundry mate I think I will be doing these little trip with the girls. They were able to see people that in our everyday bubble of our life we would never see. I am so happy that the Lord is always teaching me new things every day....... I think that as a changelles to us all go do something different this week maybe something we did as kids that we hated but this time take you kids. Because our kids may change the merorie for us they may make us like it!!!!!

This is what the boys room would look like if Jessie would not tell them to clean there room. I love the boy but now I know if Jessie would not have the them to clean up it would look like this all the time.
We had so much fun together. I love spending time with them. Angel always makes me laugh I look at him and can not believe that he is 14. Jonathan is just as fun they build a bird house with tio Cory at the kids marble museum. Jasmine and Justin were having just as much fun with the girls. All of us had a great time. Sorry for no photo's I charged the carmera but you know it I forgot it.

That was this past weekend.....today it is cold and rainy. SO I am at home with the girls. We are looking a movies and just having a lazzy day. I am happy for these times I know that I have to enjoy this season as long as I can. I am one of those moms that am happy that my girls are getting big,But.....I hate it inside. I love having to do all that I do for my babies that includes my hubby Cory!!!! BUt sooner then later my girls are going to be 14 like Angel. Well that is all I have to say today waiting for tomorrow to see what will come.Till then live like to day is you last day!!!!

Ok so remember when I said last time that I was soooo bored......I decided I am going to do something about it. Today I got up went to the gym and played with my girls most of the day. I had a great time. Now I am getting dinner ready, waiting for my hubby to come home. So it could be worse I could be all alone with no one around. I am looking forward for this weekend with Jessie's kids Angel always make me laugh. I have to come up with fun things to do that are free.
So this is what I say if you are bored b/c the weather outside is not the best try to make your home your play ground. That is what I am going to do until the weather changes.........

Ok it has been a long time since I have written any thing I have been busy. Doing what ? Everything, these two beautiful girls keep me going. Lately I feel like all I have been doing is cleaning. I thought I loved winter but the more colder it gets I am noticing I love fall. You can go out side, to the park, and the girls can play with there bikes. But lately it has been so cold we have just been in the house. I need something fun to do. I have to come up with something fast b/c I am becoming mean out of bordom.
To day I got up was ready for snow ( we got NONE). So then I said girls we need to get ready for co-op. Got myself and the girls ready and ran out the door. I was so ready to spend time with other moms and the girls being able to learn at the same time. I needed to leave early b/c my car was on E I was praying all the way to the gas station. Got there "thank you Lord" I was getting gas when I heard that sound you know when you hear the car locking up but no bag. Then some one said the car went in the ditch. And there it was in the ditch...Isabell said "mommy did that person die?" I was like no honey maybe hurt but not dead. She said mommy we need to stop and pray for them so I told her to. That was one of my highs today. Ok I got allll the way to co-op. Isabell was fine at first and then while I was talking to her teacher she started to cry and saying that she could not breath. Ok let me stop and explain Jasmine her best friend and her other half was not there. Jessie is not doing co-op the rest of the year. So I think that had a little to do with it. But she was not stopping...so what do I do ??? I put on her coat and Sabrina's coat, told her teacher we need to go home. At this time Sabrina started to cry b/c she wanted to play with her friends......Wow and it is only 9:30 am. What is the rest of the day going to be like. We went to the car and I ask Isabell if she was feeling sick b/c Jasmine was not there she said no. We got home and she laid down for a good hour. I went and oragianze the closet my second high for the day. I was sooo happy to get that done. The girls laid down, I was done made lunch and then some good homemade cookies. Which Jessie,the kids, and Cory enjoyed to night. My day end with game night at Jessie's house which was too much fun. MY life is crazy but I would not cahnge it for the world I love being a mom!!!!